“After I had my breakthrough in the chapel, I had my come-to-Jesus moment. We were singing, Here I Am To Worship.

In that moment, Jesus absolutely broke through the stone fortress I had built around my heart and my knees buckled and I fell to the floor and I knew that Jesus forgave me of all the horrible things I had done.

I knew that my eating disorder was on that Cross.

I knew that that is what He died to save me. My sin. My eating disorder. My deception and lies and hurts and fears and all the crap that accompanies anorexia – it was on the Cross. Jesus died to rescue and redeem me from it.

I genuinely smiled for the 1st time in 2 years since I developed ED. I was a blubbering mess of smiling and crying, and in that moment, I let Him into my heart.”

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Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy. – Proverbs 28:13